Narealize kong I’ve wasted so much time already, yung mga oras na nagpakalango ako sa alak at di ako pumasok sa school e sana nagfocus na lang ako sa pagiging isang magandang ehemplo sa mga kabataan (eeewww, i sound like a martyr, i have no plans of becoming the next jose rizal or what!!!!). I’ve made a lot of bad decisions in the past that I can no longer run after cuz what’s done is already done and I can’t do anything about it. It’s not that I regret all of those, it’s just that I could have stayed away instead of giving in. Gaaahhh. Di ba? Sabagay, marerealize lang naman talaga natin yung mga dapat na ginawa natin kapag huli na ang lahat. And no, I’m not nagsisisisi because I enjoyed what I did. I enjoyed wasting my time on those not-so-important stuff. Yes, I love drinking, I love smoking, I semi-loved drugs pero I’m ready to do the right things now! I can’t say na I will avoid it (its just so hard not to give in into temptation) pero I will try not to. Try lang! Wag kayong mag-assume na magiging sobrang linis kong tao na pwede na ko nang palitan si Enrique Ona sa pagiging kalihim ng DOH. Hahaha!

Tao pa rin naman ako. Natutukso. Pero, all I can promise to you now is I will try to become a better person. A nicer person. Kumbaga sa cellphone, user-friendly.

(gaaaahhhh why am i doing this!!!!!???)

Charot! Feeling ko di ko kaya!!!! Weak ako e. Marupok. Pero sabi ko nga, ~*try*~

Hahahahahahahahaha!

PS: I still want to die of drug overdose. Hihi :)